ever feel like you miss someone even though you appear as close as ever to everyone else, and you talk to them, and you hug them every. single. day?

that's me right now basically. i feel like i don't even know my best friend.

omfg, long time no post!!

tons of shit's happened.

the end.

i don't know what to do with my life now that the world cup is over.

oh yeah that's right, band starts on monday.

work blog!

so. i'm extremely bored. and there's a computer in front of me all day at work, so i decided "hey, maybe it'll let me on my blog!" and it did. so, here i am, writing a blog.

it's been a damn long day. i've been working since 9 this morning and now it's 4 in the afternoon. i hate covering for people. i doubt i'm ever going to do it again. i like fridays to myself. XD

for my readers who don't know (all zero of you), i work in a psychologist's clinic. so i get paid to sit around, take calls, and make appointments. it's a nice environment, but it's not very busy today so i'm really, really bored.

saaaaave me!!!!!!

who knew that this happiness would last for all of about 5 days. i was the happiest i've ever been and now it's all gone...

but, it's definitely for the best. i gotta remember who i am, where i come from, and stay strong. thank you to all of my friends who helped me get through this mess. it's only you i need. :D

best friday ever? i think so. :D

yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away.

but now it seems as though they're here to stay.

ohh, i believe in yesterday.